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22 December 2032 @ 04:26 pm
Current Music: Tegomass - Aiaigasa
i like crispy ones with cheese dips ♥
09 March 2011 @ 11:58 am
I guess this is what adults say when they'd rather not even know it's their birthday. Haha. Seriously? My last 'teen' already? I am almost in disbelief. XD Well, life goes on. Time ticks on, and we're never getting any younger than we are at the moment. :)

And this post is pretty much aptly titled. The day of my birthday was also... *drumroll*... the day of our P.I. 100 (Life and Works of Rizal) fieldtrip to Banahaw! Happy birthday, indeed.

May I just say that I am a huge, and I mean HUUUUGE fan of clouds and the bright, blue sky?

Pseudo-autumn trees, hohoho~ :P

I think it's a tiny bit cheesy to take photos of things like this, but what the heck. XD

Ito po ang tinatawag na pinto ng kaluluwa."

A friend bought me one of these things (the necklace with the triangle-shaped charm on it). Kind of reminds you of Yami Bakura's millennium ring, huh? :P

Well in a nutshell, we climbed one heck of a mountain (not entirely literally)--which may I say drained the life out of me. I've never been one for strenuous activities--definitely NOT the athletic type here. But the main attraction of the fieldtrip, Husgado, made me feel nervous as hell. I don't know where the anxiety came from, really. I wasn't claustrophobic, neither was I asthmatic, but I started crying when we started crawling into the mouth of the tiny, tiny cave. It was really so cramped inside, even I (who people consider to be pretty petite) had a difficult time squeezing myself into the cracks. My head bumped onto one of the rocks overhead, and my left arm carelessly brushed one of the lighted candles.

When I left the cave however, I was scot-free. My arms and legs were dirty from all the cave soil, but not one bruise or scratch was on my body. Amazing. Guess that's my birthday gift. XD

Thereafter, we went to the stream, but not before encountering the steep stairs (where you'd literally hold onto the rails with two hands for dear life) leading to it. Talk about torture. :))

Then again, experience is unlike any other. I may complain of fatigue and worn-out muscles, but I'll definitely say I had fun. :)
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: Corinne Bailey Rae - Paris Nights/New York Mornings
i like crispy ones with cheese dips ♥
24 October 2010 @ 10:50 pm

Christmas Wishlist ‘10 (a.k.a The-Wishlist-That-Will-Never-Be-Granted)
In no particular order. :D

1) Nude lipstick
Doesn’t have to be a MAC like in this photo, though. It can be Revlon or whatever. :P It just has to be nude and preferably not sheer. XD

2) Classic black pumps
There’s nothing like a good pair of black pumps to match practically anything. ;D

3) High power zoom lens
The first time I got a hold of my aunt’s AF-S DX NIKKOR 55-300mm f/4.5-5.6G ED VR, I wanted to keep it forever. So yes, this specific lens for my D60, please. ;)

4) Manga
Preferably the Ouran High School Host Club volume series, yes? :D

5) Brass camera necklace
Let me put emphasis on brass since gold or silver doesn’t work for me. XD I remember ogling at a tiny stall in a mall housing these babies, had them priced at 180 PHP each.

6) NEWS LIVE album
Hohoho. Fandom strikes again! Admittedly not my favorite among their releases, but cool cover plus bonus footage spells it for me. :D

7) Copic markers
These aren’t your ordinary markers. NOT like Sharpies, Stabilo, or Crayola. These do wonders. Like give traditional artwork a really cool CG-effect look. Plus, they blend awesomely. Unfortunately, these are priced wonderfully too. *le sigh* D:

So yeah, my current wishlist. PRZ to be seeing this, Santa? 8’D

(Reposted from my Tumblr; photos not mine)
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Adam Lambert - One
i like crispy ones with cheese dips ♥
23 October 2010 @ 03:16 pm
Holding Hands
Word Count: 1,479
Rating: PG
Characters: Akanishi Jin, Yamashita Tomohisa, Kamenashi Kazuya
Genre: Romance, Humor
Summary: Because sometimes, love is simply subtle.

Author's Notes: Long overdue fic for surfwithanalien  (formerly uchihakitsune ). Yes, Yamapi is 23 here because I wrote this early last year, and I'm not changing that detail.

( Jin felt like mentally rolling his eyes. This person in front of him wasn't his bestfriend. This person was probably a con artist impersonating Yamapi, and totally failing at it in the process. Seriously, Yamapi whining about sweaty palms? )
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Maroon 5 - Give a Little More
i like crispy ones with cheese dips ♥
Do you know the feeling of having huge stones at the pit of your stomach? It was just like that, what I felt last night, er, I mean, early that morning. So much for my stalking skills, heh. I felt really stupid, browsing through his old blog entries at 2 AM, laughing at his antics (cheering for the Lakers, ranting about DotA, posting his drawings), learning that he actually did martial arts, and well, reading about his... past love? Is it really past? I remember him brooding about it one time, huddled in a small corner, mumbling that 'she was far, far away', somewhere in the States. I found myself laughing about how he was such a romantic, a subtle one at that--barely showing that side of himself to us--and at the same time, found myself... envious? Jealous? I don't know. He told me a few stories about her, and though I noted how subdued he tried to keep his tone, I could see how sincerely happy he was when he talked about her. I still get mixed feelings about it. I'm happy. I'm sad. I'm proud. I'm jealous. I don't know.

And until now, I'm in denial. Still trying to convince myself I don't like him that way.

And for a good reason, actually. We're friends. Add to that my trauma about... relationships. I'm no good at it. When I fall, I fall hard. I fall easily. And the last thing I want is to lose someone because of that. Because of... 'love'. If that's even the right word to use. I see him as someone I want to be with for a long, long time. 'Love' ruins that. 'Love' doesn't last. At least not in the way people want it to.

I don't want to make the same mistake again. :(

Guess who this was inspired by?
(Asked him to draw something like this pero hanggang ngayon wala pa rin XD)
Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: Colbie Caillat - Out of My Mind
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You know... how much I dislike him. I still do. I'm not really happy the way things are. I know I should be happy for you because you're a friend. But something about him just irks me. Maybe it's his guts, or the way he takes you for granted. The way I think he uses you for personal gain. The way you shower him with "love". I was almost too happy to think you've finally come to your senses, to the realization that he's most probably just using you, a pastime, a one-night stand, however you call it. 

How much more hurt will you seek to finally understand he's a fucking bastard?

I love you this way. I may be penniless and eternally broke to hang out with you most of the time, but I love you nonetheless. I love you like a nagging mother, the one who gives endless sermons even when nobody cares to listen. I may be the only one who's vocally-expressive about my despise for him, but then again, someone needs to constantly remind you that he's not worth the time, the tears, and the love.

Hm, okay. Just needed to get that out of my system. What's new? I have this weird headache at the side of my head. I think I'm sick, but my body tells me otherwise. I'm probably imagining things. In other news, I've just begun to keep in touch with my pseudo-artistic side again, via craptastic CG practices of mutilated body parts such as heads. Also, I'm planning to draw again for my semi-abandoned comic series, Paradise. Hohoho~ So much for planning. I've been planning too much and accomplishing totally nothing. Ack. XD

Here be Natasha Clavarine in chibi form, the series' main character. :D

Now here's my recently finished CG of our yearbook cover.
I know, so late. But here's one lazy fella for ya. :P Lineart by my bestfriend. :>

I hope my creative stint doesn't die out anytime soon. I've really missed drawing. ;A; I hope sembreak proves to be a productive season for me. *crosses fingers*
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Current Music: The All-American Rejects - Gives You Hell